Rings.
Its been time. Approximately a year and some change. My wedding band remained on my left ring finger for some months. Then I moved the two bigger ones to my right ring finger but kept the small minimal gold one on my left. I internally believed it represented small hope. I couldn’t leave that finger bare. Then about 7 months in I moved my wedding bands back to my left ring finger. Then embarrassed to be in public, and having someone notice how crazy I was to believe in reconciliation after all sorts of terrible slightly unimaginable circumstances, immeasurable heart pain, and one one night stand with my ex husband where he texted me "sorry I was drunk that cant happen again."... I’ve never felt like a frat gal before, and I never want to again, so I moved them back to my right ring finger. It took a year and a month to put my great grandmothers plain gold wedding band on my middle left finger, and to remove the small minimal gold band completely. Its finally bare. Although i...
